200.Chapter Eighteen(1)
thedoorwasajar;theyentered。***「john!」
fromthebathroomcameanunpleasantandcharacteristicsound。
「isthereanythingthematter?」helmholtzcalled。
therewasnoanswer。theunpleasantsoundwasrepeated,twice;therewassilence。
then,withaclickthebathroomdooropenedand,verypale,thesavageemerged。「isay,」helmholtzexclaimedsolicitously,「youdolookill,john!」「didyoueatsomethingthatdidn』tagreewithyou?」askedbernard。
thesavagenodded。「iatecivilization。」
「what?」
「itpoisonedme;iwasdefiled。andthen,」headded,inalowertone,「iatemyownwickedness。」
「yes,butwhatexactly?…imean,justnowyouwere…」
「nowiampurified,」saidthesavage。「idranksomemustardandwarmwater。」
theothersstaredathiminastonishment。「doyoumeantosaythatyouweredoingitonpurpose?」askedbernard。
「that』showtheindiansalwayspurifythemselves。」hesatdownand,sighing,passedhishandacrosshisforehead。「ishallrestforafewminutes,」hesaid。「i』mrathertired。」
「well,i』mnotsurprised,」saidhelmholtz。afterasilence,「we』vecometosaygood-bye,」hewentoninanothertone。「we』reoffto-morrowmorning。」
「yes,we』reoffto-morrow,」saidbernardonwhosefacethesavageremarkedanewexpressionofdeterminedresignation。「andbytheway,john,」hecontinued,leaningforwardinhischairandlayingahandonthesavage』sknee,「iwanttosayhowsorryiamabouteverythingthathappenedyesterday。」heblushed。「howashamed,」hewenton,inspiteoftheunsteadinessofhisvoice,「howreally…」