Chapter 43
THEWORLDTURNSFLATTERER—ANEYEINTHEDARK
Installedinhercomfortableroom,CarriewonderedhowHurstwoodhadtakenherdeparture.Shearrangedafewthingshastilyandthenleftforthetheatre,halfexpectingtoencounterhimatthedoor.Notfindinghim,herdreadlifted,andshefeltmorekindlytowardhim.Shequiteforgothimuntilabouttocomeout,aftertheshow,whenthechanceofhisbeingtherefrightenedher.Asdayafterdaypassedandsheheardnothingatall,thethoughtofbeingbotheredbyhimpassed.Inalittlewhileshewas,exceptforoccasionalthoughts,whollyfreeofthegloomwithwhichherlifehadbeenweighedintheflat.
Itiscurioustonotehowquicklyaprofessionabsorbsone.Carriebecamewiseintheatricallore,hearingthegossipoflittleLola.Shelearnedwhatthetheatricalpaperswere,whichonespublisheditemsaboutactressesandthelike.Shebegantoreadthenewspapernotices,notonlyoftheoperainwhichshehadsosmallapart,butofothers.Graduallythedesirefornoticetookholdofher.Shelongedtoberenownedlikeothers,andreadwithavidityallthecomplimentaryorcriticalcommentsmadeconcerningothershighinherprofession.Theshowyworldinwhichherinterestlaycompletelyabsorbedher.
Itwasaboutthistimethatthenewspapersandmagazineswerebeginningtopaythatillustrativeattentiontothebeautiesofthestagewhichhassincebecomefervid.Thenewspapers,andparticularlytheSundaynewspapers,indulgedinlargedecorativetheatricalpages,inwhichthefacesandformsofwell-knowntheatricalcelebritiesappeared,enclosedwithartisticscrolls.Themagazinesalsooratleastoneortwoofthenewerones-publishedoccasionalportraitsofprettystars,andnowandagainphotosofscenesfromvariousplays.Carriewatchedthesewithgrowinginterest.Whenwouldascenefromheroperaappear.Whenwouldsomepaperthinkherphotoworthwhile.
TheSundaybeforetakinghernewpartshescannedthetheatricalpagesforsomelittlenotice.Itwouldhaveaccordedwithherexpectationsifnothinghadbeensaid,butthereinthesquibs,tailingoffseveralmoresubstantialitems,wasaweenotice.Carriereaditwithatinglingbody:
「ThepartofKatisha,thecountrymaid,in『TheWivesofAbdul』attheBroadway,heretoforeplayedbyInezCarew,willbehereafterfilledbyCarrieMadenda,oneofthecleverestmembersofthechorus.」
Carriehuggedherselfwithdelight.Oh,wasn』titjustfine!Atlast!Thefirst,thelong-hopedfor,thedelightfulnotice!Andtheycalledherclever.Shecouldhardlyrestrainherselffromlaughingloudly.HadLolaseenit.
「They』vegotanoticehereofthepartI』mgoingtoplaytomorrownight,」saidCarrietoherfriend.
「Oh,jolly!Havethey.」criedLola,runningtoher.「That』sallright,」shesaid,looking.「You』llgetmorenow,ifyoudowell.Ihadmypictureinthe『World』once.」
「Didyou.」askedCarrie.
「DidI.Well,Ishouldsay,」returnedthelittlegirl.「Theyhadaframearoundit.」
Carrielaughed.
「They』veneverpublishedmypicture.」
「Buttheywill,」saidLola.「You』llsee.Youdobetterthanmostthatgettheirsinnow.」
Carriefeltdeeplygratefulforthis.ShealmostlovedLolaforthesympathyandpraisesheextended.Itwassohelpfultoher-soalmostnecessary.
Fulfillingherpartcapablybroughtanothernoticeinthepapersthatshewasdoingherworkacceptably.Thispleasedherimmensely.Shebegantothinktheworldwastakingnoteofher.
Thefirstweekshegotherthirty-fivedollars,itseemedanenormoussum.Payingonlythreedollarsforroomrentseemedridiculous.AftergivingLolahertwenty-five,shestillhadsevendollarsleft.Withfourleftoverfrompreviousearnings,shehadeleven.Fiveofthiswenttopaytheregularinstallmentontheclothesshehadtobuy.Thenextweekshewaseveningreaterfeather.Now,onlythreedollarsneedbepaidforroomrentandfiveonherclothes.Therestshehadforfoodandherownwhims.
「You』dbettersavealittleforsummer,」cautionedLola.「We』llprobablycloseinMay.」
「Iintendto,」saidCarrie.
Theregularentranceofthirty-fivedollarsaweektoonewhohasenduredscantallowancesforseveralyearsisademoralizingthing.Carriefoundherpurseburstingwithgoodgreenbillsofcomfortabledenominations.Havingnoonedependentuponher,shebegantobuyprettyclothesandpleasingtrinkets,toeatwell,andtoornamentherroom.Friendswerenotlongingatheringabout.ShemetafewyoungmenwhobelongedtoLola』sstaff.Themembersoftheoperacompanymadeheracquaintancewithouttheformalityofintroduction.Oneofthesediscoveredafancyforher.Onseveraloccasionshestrolledhomewithher.
「Let』sstopinandhaveararebit,」hesuggestedonemidnight.
「Verywell,」saidCarrie.
Intherosyrestaurant,filledwiththemerryloversoflatehours,shefoundherselfcriticizingthisman.Hewastoostilted,tooself-opinionated.Hedidnottalkofanythingthatliftedherabovethecommonrunofclothesandmaterialsuccess.Whenitwasallover,hesmiledmostgraciously.
「Gottogostraighthome,haveyou.」hesaid.
「Yes,」sheanswered,withanairofquietunderstanding.
「She』snotsoinexperiencedasshelooks,」hethought,andthereafterhisrespectandardorwereincreased.
ShecouldnothelpsharinginLola』sloveforagoodtime.Thereweredayswhentheywentcarriageriding,nightswhenaftertheshowtheydined,afternoonswhentheystrolledalongBroadway,tastefullydressed.Shewasgettinginthemetropolitanwhirlofpleasure.
Atlastherpictureappearedinoneoftheweeklies.Shehadnotknownofit,andittookherbreath.「MissCarrieMadenda,」itwaslabeled.「Oneofthefavoritesof『TheWivesofAbdul』company.」AtLola』sadviceshehadhadsomepicturestakenbySarony.Theyhadgotonethere.Shethoughtofgoingdownandbuyingafewcopiesofthepaper,butrememberedthattherewasnoonesheknewwellenoughtosendthemto.OnlyLola,apparently,inalltheworldwasinterested.
Themetropolisisacoldplacesocially,andCarriesoonfoundthatalittlemoneybroughthernothing.Theworldofwealthanddistinctionwasquiteasfarawayasever.Shecouldfeelthattherewasnowarm,sympatheticfriendshipbackoftheeasymerrimentwithwhichmanyapproachedher.Allseemedtobeseekingtheirownamusement,regardlessofthepossiblesadconsequencetoothers.SomuchforthelessonsofHurstwoodandDrouet.
InAprilshelearnedthattheoperawouldprobablylastuntilthemiddleortheendofMay,accordingtothesizeoftheaudiences.Nextseasonitwouldgoontheroad.Shewonderedifshewouldbewithit.Asusual,MissOsborne,owingtohermoderatesalary,wasforsecuringahomeengagement.
「They』reputtingonasummerplayattheCasino,」sheannounced,afterfigurativelyputtinghereartotheground.「Let』stryandgetinthat.」
「I』mwilling,」saidCarrie.
Theytriedintimeandwereapprisedoftheproperdatetoapplyagain.ThatwasMay16th.MeanwhiletheirownshowclosedMay5th.
「Thosethatwanttogowiththeshownextseason,」saidthemanager,「willhavetosignthisweek.」
「Don』tyousign,」advisedLola.「Iwouldn』tgo.」
「Iknow,」saidCarrie,「butmaybeIcan』tgetanythingelse.」
「Well,Iwon』t,」saidthelittlegirl,whohadaresourceinheradmirers.「IwentonceandIdidn』thaveanythingattheendoftheseason.」
Carriethoughtthisover.Shehadneverbeenontheroad.
「Wecangetalong,」addedLola.「Ialwayshave.」
Carriedidnotsign.
ThemanagerwhowasputtingonthesummerskitattheCasinohadneverheardofCarrie,buttheseveralnoticesshehadreceived,herpublishedpicture,andtheprogrambearinghernamehadsomelittleweightwithhim.Hegaveherasilentpartatthirtydollarsaweek.
「Didn』tItellyou.」saidLola.「Itdoesn』tdoyouanygoodtogoawayfromNewYork.Theyforgetallaboutyouifyoudo.」
Now,becauseCarriewaspretty,thegentlemenwhomadeuptheadvanceillustrationsofshowsabouttoappearfortheSundaypapersselectedCarrie』sphotoalongwithotherstoillustratetheannouncement.Becauseshewasverypretty,theygaveitexcellentspaceanddrewscrollsaboutit.Carriewasdelighted.Still,themanagementdidnotseemtohaveseenanythingofit.Atleast,nomoreattentionwaspaidtoherthanbefore.Atthesametimethereseemedverylittleinherpart.Itconsistedofstandingaroundinallsortsofscenes,asilentlittleQuakeress.Theauthoroftheskithadfanciedthatagreatdealcouldbemadeofsuchapart,giventotherightactress,butnow,sinceithadbeendoledouttoCarrie,hewouldasleavehavehaditcutout.
「Don』tkick,oldman,」remarkedthemanager.「Ifitdon』tgothefirstweekwewillcutitout.」
Carriehadnowarningofthishalcyonintention.Shepracticedherpartruefully,feelingthatshewaseffectuallyshelved.Atthedressrehearsalshewasdisconsolate.
「Thatisn』tsobad,」saidtheauthor,themanagernotingthecuriouseffectwhichCarrie』sblueshaduponthepart.「TellhertofrownalittlemorewhenSparksdances.」
Carriedidnotknowit,buttherewastheleastshowofwrinklesbetweenhereyesandhermouthwaspuckeredquaintly.
「Frownalittlemore,MissMadenda,」saidthestagemanager.
Carrieinstantlybrightenedup,thinkinghehadmeantitasarebuke.
「No;frown,」hesaid.「Frownasyoudidbefore.」
Carrielookedathiminastonishment.
「Imeanit,」hesaid.「FrownhardwhenMr.Sparksdances.Iwanttoseehowitlooks.」
Itwaseasyenoughtodo.Carriescowled.Theeffectwassomethingsoquaintanddrollitcaughteventhemanager.
「Thatisgood,」hesaid.「Ifshe』lldothatallthrough,Ithinkitwilltake.」
GoingovertoCarrie,hesaid:
「Supposeyoutryfrowningallthrough.Doithard.Lookmad.It』llmakethepartreallyfunny.」
OntheopeningnightitlookedtoCarrieasiftherewerenothingtoherpart,afterall.Thehappy,
swelteringaudiencedidnotseemtoseeherinthefirstact.Shefrownedandfrowned,buttonoeffect.Eyeswereriveteduponthemoreelaborateeffortsofthestars.
Inthesecondact,thecrowd,weariedbyadullconversation,rovedwithitseyesaboutthestageandsightedher.Thereshewas,suited-suited,sweet-faced,demure,butscowling.Atfirstthegeneralideawasthatshewastemporarilyirritated,thatthelookwasgenuineandnotfunatall.Asshewentonfrowning,lookingnowatoneprincipalandnowattheother,theaudiencebegantosmile.Theportlygentlemeninthefrontrowsbegantofeelthatshewasadeliciouslittlemorsel.Itwasthekindoffrowntheywouldhavelovedtoforceawaywithkisses.Allthegentlemenyearnedtowardher.Shewascapital.
Atlast,thechiefcomedian,singinginthecenterofthestage,noticedagigglewhereitwasnotexpected.Thenanotherandanother.Whentheplacecameforloudapplauseitwasonlymoderate.Whatcouldbethetrouble.Herealizedthatsomethingwasup.
Allatonce,afteranexit,hecaughtsightofCarrie.Shewasfrowningaloneonthestageandtheaudiencewasgigglingandlaughing.
「ByGeorge,Iwon』tstandthat!」thoughtthethespian.「I』mnotgoingtohavemyworkcutupbysomeoneelse.EithershequitsthatwhenIdomyturnorIquit.」
「Why,that』sallright,」saidthemanager,whenthekickcame.「That』swhatshe』ssupposedtodo.Youneedn』tpayanyattentiontothat.」
「Butsheruinsmywork.」
「No,shedon』t,」returnedtheformer,soothingly.「It』sonlyalittlefunontheside.」
「Itis,eh.」exclaimedthebigcomedian.「Shekilledmyhandallright.I』mnotgoingtostandthat.」
「Well,waituntilaftertheshow.Waituntilto-morrow.We』llseewhatwecando.」
Thenextact,however,settledwhatwastobedone.Carriewasthechieffeatureoftheplay.Theaudience,themoreitstudiedher,themoreitindicateditsdelight.Everyotherfeaturepaledbesidethequaint,teasing,delightfulatmospherewhichCarriecontributedwhileonthestage.Managerandcompanyrealizedshehadmadeahit.
Thecriticsofthedailypaperscompletedhertriumph.Therewerelongnoticesinpraiseofthequalityoftheburlesque,touchedwithrecurrentreferencestoCarrie.Thecontagiousmirthofthethingwasrepeatedlyemphasized.
「MissMadendapresentsoneofthemostdelightfulbitsofcharacterworkeverseenontheCasinostage,」observedthestagecriticofthe「Sun.」「Itisabitofquiet,unassumingdrollerywhichwarmslikegoodwine.Evidentlythepartwasnotintendedtotakeprecedence,asMissMadendaisnotoftenonthestage,buttheaudience,withthecharacteristicperversityofsuchbodies,selectedforitself.ThelittleQuakeresswasmarkedforafavoritethemomentsheappeared,andthereaftereasilyheldattentionandapplause.Thevagariesoffortuneareindeedcurious.」
Thecriticofthe「EveningWorld,」seekingasusualtoestablishacatchphrasewhichshould「go」withthetown,woundupbyadvising:「Ifyouwishtobemerry,seeCarriefrown.」
TheresultwasmiraculoussofarasCarrie』sfortunewasconcerned.Evenduringthemorningshereceivedacongratulatorymessagefromthemanager.
「Youseemtohavetakenthetownbystorm,」hewrote.「Thisisdelightful.Iamasgladforyoursakeasformyown.」
Theauthoralsosentword.
Thateveningwhensheenteredthetheatrethemanagerhadamostpleasantgreetingforher.
「Mr.Stevens,」hesaid,referringtotheauthor,「ispreparingalittlesong,whichhewouldlikeyoutosingnextweek.」
「Oh,Ican』tsing,」returnedCarrie.
「Itisn』tanythingdifficult.『It』ssomethingthatisverysimple,』hesays,『andwouldsuityouexactly.』」
「Ofcourse,Iwouldn』tmindtrying,」saidCarrie,archly.
「Wouldyoumindcomingtothebox-officeafewmomentsbeforeyoudress.」observedthemanager,inaddition.「There』salittlematterIwanttospeaktoyouabout.」
「Certainly,」repliedCarrie.
Inthatlatterplacethemanagerproducedapaper.
「Now,ofcourse,」hesaid,「wewanttobefairwithyouinthematterofsalary.Yourcontracthereonlycallsforthirtydollarsaweekforthenextthreemonths.Howwoulditdotomakeit,say,onehundredandfiftyaweekandextenditfortwelvemonths.」
「Oh,verywell,」saidCarrie,scarcelybelievingherears.
「Supposing,then,youjustsignthis.」
Carrielookedandbeheldanewcontractmadeoutliketheotherone,withtheexceptionofthenewfiguresofsalaryandtime.Withahandtremblingfromexcitementsheaffixedhername.
「Onehundredandfiftyaweek!」shemurmured,whenshewasagainalone.Shefound,afterall—aswhatmillionairehasnot.—thattherewasnorealizing,inconsciousness,themeaningoflargesums.Itwasonlyashimmering,glitteringphraseinwhichlayaworldofpossibilities.
Downinathird-rateBleeckerStreethotel,thebroodingHurstwoodreadthedramaticitemcoveringCarrie』ssuccess,withoutatfirstrealizingwhowasmeant.Thensuddenlyitcametohimandhereadthewholethingoveragain.
「That』sher,allright,Iguess,」hesaid.
Thenhelookedaboutuponadingy,moth-eatenhotellobby.
「Iguessshe』sstruckit,」hethought,apictureoftheoldshiny,plush-coveredworldcomingback,withitslights,itsornaments,itscarriages,andflowers.Ah,shewasinthewalledcitynow!Itssplendidgateshadopened,admittingherfromacold,drearyoutside.Sheseemedacreatureafaroff—likeeveryothercelebrityhehadknown.
「Well,letherhaveit,」hesaid.「Iwon』tbotherher.」
Itwasthegrimresolutionofabent,bedraggled,butunbrokenpride.